27. November 2023

do i speak?

everytime i open up

i feel like a real burden

it haunts me to my dreams

it does not stop hurting

my hand soothingly brought

to my aching mid

i cannot bring myself

to say what i just thought

i´m eager to perform

but too scared of the fall

what if i don´t know it all

if only you would know

how painful it can be

you would not put focus

on just the things you see

i wish i did not need my brain

to hand me a whole list of five

thousand things i can not, have not,

will not do,

in order to survive

„do i speak?" ist ein Gedicht aus der Kategorie englische Gedichte von Carolin, veröffentlicht am 27. November 2023 auf Gedichtesammlung.net.

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pally66 Poet Laureat

27.11.2023

Dear Carolin,
nobody can or knows everything, but sometimes it takes courage to assert yourself.
LG Helga

Antwort an pally66

Carolin Autor

27.11.2023

Thank you for the reassurance! I will try to be more courageous in the future!

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